So true. I really don’t want to sleep now. It’s been 14 years since I was diagnosed and I still don’t like sleeping. Don’t get me wrong… I LOVE to sleep. I don’t like missing out on anything. I love seeing the silver moonlight light up the live oaks in our yard and seeing the cattle moving. I like looking up and seeing the International Space Station whizzing around the earth. In the morning, I like seeing my dogs stalk squirrels and chasing birds. I like seeing the sun come up. I like being alive. Sleeping is one of my favorite pastimes but going to sleep and voluntarily being in a mock coma for 5-8 eight hours.. I don’t like that. Ever since cancer got so personal with me. I just don’t want to miss out on ANYTHING, Day or Night, like this beautiful dragon fly that was riding the thermals generated by my skylight.
